HELLO!!!!!! this is my diary!!!!!!! a bit of a warning tho, anything goes here and is usually a dumping ground for negative thoughts :( if u wanna cite a post or use it for AI please read the conditions HERE (12/9/24)
pro tip: always do a hard refresh (CTRL + SHIFT + R) to make sure ur not looking at an old version :D
I am not confessing to any acts stated in this webpage. Any mention of illicit activity should not be treated as factual or as a confession.
lately i've just been so fucking unmotivated to do anything but play video games. again, site updates are going to be really slow. i hope everyone understands. 16/11/24 @ 19:38
i just want to be myself. is that too much to ask for? 7/11/24 @ 18:23
i'm speechless 7/11/24 @ 05:25
art is powerful 2/11/24 @ 11:10
happy november 2/11/24 @ 11:06
happy halloween 31/10/24 @ 08:41
i dread halloween 30/10/24 @ 20:13
the outdoors improved my mood for today. 28/10/24 @ 17:55
it seems like every time i try to fix my sleep i stay up for 3 days in a row, but if i give up i suddenly cant do anything but sleep 26/10/24 @ 19:45
i feel like my very voice annoys the people who listen to it. it atleast annoys me and if i listen to a recording of it in high quality, it makes me physically cringe. 26/10/24 @ 4:58 (edited @ 6:42)
insomnia fucking sucks. 24/10/24 @ 09:30
venting, click to revealafter talking to a really good friend, i thought i should publicly express this as plainly as possible. right now, i feel motivated enough to be able to express this, but don't be surprised if this post goes away. anyways, i have not been my best self. i have been feeling really bad these past few months and i'm only now starting to open up about it because i thought nobody would care. i am thankfully wrong, but its more complicated than just people saying that they're here for me. i've been writing two rambles that require a lot of thought, but i realise that if i am going to finish those, i need to be motivated and willing to work on them. i apologize for taking so long on the rambles, but i will continue to update the diary and status. thank you, - bob. 22/10/24 @ 09:38 (edited @ 09:51)
the second half of this year has been fucking horrible so far... 18/10/24 @ 22:35
webfishing is going to be an addiction... 17/10/24 @ 23:16
just had a normal american coke for the first time in like a month and it actually tastes like an elementary school science project 17/10/24 @ 18:56
nintendo makes some really good games but damn does their company suck :< dear nintendo: this is a joke, please don't sue me 17/10/24 @ 16:30 (edited 16:45 for: typo)
aaaa i wanna redesign again!!!!!!! 16/10/24 @ 21:48
after thinking it through, i'm not switching from neocities. however, the idea of a nekoweb mirror still interests me. i'll have to see what i can do. 15/10/24 @ 19:13
femtanyl... 15/10/24 @ 06:20
ok ok ok i NEED hello kitty island adventure NOW!!!!!!!!! 15/10/24 @ 06:20
this is a test post to test the details tag in HTML on this div. Click to reveal test complete! looks like everythings good! 9/10/24 @ 05:15
i've been thinking about some things, i'll probably share publicly when i feel like i'm able to 6/10/24 @ 03:42
happy october! 1/10/24 @ 13:15
i feel sick :< 23/9/24 @ 00:14
that infinite money from the last post sure sounds awesome right now.. 19/9/24 @ 00:19
i wish i had infinite money so i could go on an infinite shopping spree! 14/9/24 @ 21:36
i woke up like an hour or two ago and i already just feel like shit. 11/9/24 @ 01:09
it's been hard trying not to go back to nicotine. 11/9/24 @ 00:25
idk. 10/9/24 @ 22:33
i love the fortan version of donut.c because it spins so fucking fast xD if u want to look at the donut.c in other languages you can see them here! 9/9/24 @ ??:?? (forgot to log time) (edited @ 1:44)
HEWWO! this is my first post since the site redesign!!!! :D i'm still working on fixing the backgrounds to scale better for other display resolutions!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SHOW IT TO EVERYONE!!!! :D 7/9/24 @ 22:50
the minecraft movie is our punishment for supporting a piece of shit like notch. 5/9/24 @ 21:07
i changed my mind on the post from 28/8/24, i think this website looks good but it doesn't really reflect what i want it to be. maybe i'll spend a few hours to change the colors and tweak a few things. 5/9/24 @ 20:20 (edited: 20:21)
i had a dream where i was successful, and then i realized i was dreaming. 5/9/24 @ 20:18
arbys somehow fucks up any food they make. 1/9/24 @ 14:55
struggle meals are a form of art. 30/8/24 @ 23:21
this website looks so bad but i cannot be bothered to fix it. 28/8/24 @ 17:19
my sleep schedule is fucked up again.. 27/8/24 @ 19:57
my windows VM restarted for automatic updates, closing all the work i had up JUST to fucking download co-pilot. every day microsoft seems to just want people to switch to gnu/linux or macos. 27/8/24 @ 3:34 AM
i revised the KOSA page. 21/8/24 @ 20:09
i had a dream once, i think. 18/8/24 @ 3:32 PM
I wonder why storing personal information on a server with access to the outside internet is a horrible idea. 17/8/24 @ 2:31 AM
i don't know what to do anymore :( . 4/8/24 @ 4:24 AM
Google (more specifically YouTube) appears to be hellbent on trying to make sure people cannot be safe with their firearms. 17/7/24 @ 2:48 PM
Attempting to assassinate a political figure because they have an opinion is no different than North Korea killing a civillian for supporting free speech. 14/7/24 @ 10:43 AM (edited at 10:58 AM)
Mutliple life sentences for a non-violent crime is straight up disgusting. #FreeRoss 26/5/24 @ 11:06 AM
Valve should allow you to request a refund if the game changed their EULA after you have purchased it regardless if you have played the game past 2 hours or not. 25/5/24 @ 9:20 PM
Paying for a game then having Ubisoft or any other game company take it from you without financial compensation is the same as theft. The same thing goes for physical items like the car thing from Spotify. 25/5/24 @ 1:26 PM
$90 for a "car thing" and now people can't use it anymore because of its proprietary nature. Who could have seen this coming? /s 24/5/24 @ 8:10 PM
I wonder how Ninendo is going to restrict users from using the hardware they spent hundreds of dollars on with the Switch 2... 24/5/24 @ 12:24 PM
I am going to use this page for site updates instead of the old announcements page. 24/5/24 @ 9:58 AM
Microsoft is one of the many companies that can advertise reasons not to use their products and still make a lot of money off of it. 23/5/24 @ 12:32 PM
The Taco Bell Cantina Chicken Menu fucking sucks. 22/5/24 @ 9:31 PM